Letting go of the ego and what one wants, can help one achieve the desired goal. Want is a future term / word and describe a needy attitude. I have or I am is a present term describing that one has already achieved. The ego puts one in a perpetual circle and it may feel like an forever loop of not “getting it “. Break the circle, adjusting the view point in the circle, letting go of self and allowing the abundance to manifest itself and provide direction. Clarify the desired outcome, allow the subconscious and sit back and see the, I have, desired outcome happen. You are in control of your life, changing a small word can break the endless circle. Let go, and let GOD have his wonderful way! With love 💕 S.